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If Only I Had a Muse
by blank at 12:50 PM on October 19, 2004
Yesterday was my birthday. I didn’t get anything but cards and didn’t expect anything else. I’m to that age where birthdays don’t mean much and I have just about everything I could want that doesn’t cost a fortune. I’m not sad about it or anything. Now, it’s just another day.
One thing I wanted and got was the day off, giving me a three-day weekend. My brother came down and we took a trip to the parents’ house where we were constantly fed. For some reason, I got full of more than just food. By Monday I was vibrating like I was nothing but kinetic energy. Have you ever mixed dry ice and water and seal it in a plastic bottle? I was going to blow if I didn’t let off some pressure.
I love that feeling. It’s like I have the potential to do anything. I just need a spark of inspiration to release and I’ll be charging ahead at full speed. The problem is nothing sparked. I ended up relieving some pressure when I made it back home by rearranging furniture, cleaning and hanging stuff on my otherwise bare walls.
Now I’m sitting at my desk fidgeting like an addict suffering from withdrawal, rocking out to some speed metal at unusually high decibels and at any moment I’m going to jump on my desk, kick over the cubicle walls, make inhuman noises and jump out the window.
comments (4)
Take some clodapines... now.
by LOCKHEED at October 19, 2004 3:01 PM
Welcome to my world Blank. Take Dr. Lockheed's advice. It's solid.
by Ezy at October 19, 2004 3:40 PM
No! Don't take any of that psychotropic stuff. I wanna come over and watch that shit. Great visual.
by anna at October 19, 2004 6:11 PM
If you need something to do, maybe you can get cracking on a new BadSam design?
Also, I hate that feeling. I cna't sit still. I've been stalking through the halls at work the past week trying to burn off that energy. It hasn't worked.
by mg at October 21, 2004 7:54 AM