Wow. When it rains it pours. I got laid, again, Sunday night. I had to call off work Monday things went so well. I’m not really one to toot my own horn, if I could I probably wouldn’t leave the house, but there are portions of my body that needs to be bronzed after that performance. Whew. I think I hurt myself.
I strolled my happy ass out Sunday to wash my much neglected vehicle. After finishing, I decided to drop the top due to how beautiful it was and drive a while to blow the water off. I decided to stop at a sometimes on, sometimes off friend (?) that lives in the same direction I was traveling. When I pulled up I heard a female voice yelling my name. I looked up a few parking spaces and it was this girl he had been dating the last time we talked, which was a couple of months ago. She was carrying boxes to her car and seemed upset. She told me she had moved out a while back and just couldn’t take the drugs and emotional abuse anymore. Hell, it was a beautiful day; I had a convertible so I asked her if she’d like to join me on my road trip. She agreed it was a great idea and we set off. She needed someone to talk to and I am a good listener.
We stopped by the package store, I purchased a bottle of Jager and off we went again. I don’t know how many of you have ever met someone you immediately connect with and feel like you’ve known forever but that’s how it was from the first time we met. She told me how she came home one night to Tom doing heroin, in the living room, with a bunch of people she didn’t know, a girl sitting on his lap and then left him for it. I said that was probably a good decision because either death or the cops can’t be far behind heroin use. We drove an hour to my sister’s house, in the mountains, and just talked about everything and nothing. We laughed, she cried at being used so badly (let me just interject here that this woman had moved from the Caribbean and a good job to be with this dude) and I held her until she was done with her tears. We talked more about life and the cruel twists and turns that seem to appear just when you think you’ve got a handle on things. It was getting a little late so we decided to head back to my place.
When we got back we went to my bedroom, so we wouldn’t disturb my roomie, and she asked me if I’d play some guitar for her. I told her no problem and played for her for a while. We were both a bit buzzed from the Jager and she told me how much she appreciated me showing up. “My pleasure” I told her then we were kissing. I pulled back and told her I didn’t want her to think she had to do anything with me at all for helping her out. That’s not what I am about and she told me she had wanted me from the first time we met. She told me she was a big girl and I wasn’t taking advantage of her as far as she was concerned. Well, what do you say to that? I said yes. We stayed up the entire night having probably some of the most amazing sex I have had in a while. We seemed to know exactly what to do and where to go on each other with no verbal communication. I took her to work the next morning and went back home for some sleep.
She called me a little while ago and is coming over tonight to watch a movie with me. I still feel a bit weird about this being with someone’s ex that I know but I’m not sure if I care. If she had fucked things up and treated him badly I may feel differently but that wasn’t the case. Hell, this guy has used, possibly, everyone he has ever come into contact with, me included. I just hope I’m not making a bad decision here.
"making a bad decision"?!!! hardly! chalk this up to more divine intervention (what is it with you and cars?) and take it at face value. don't overthink this one...just ride it out. it may turn out to be just some rebound sex for her, but if you both felt a connection the first time you met, maybe it'll be even more.
by JC at April 15, 2003 5:43 PM
Wow, dude. You the man! Don't be shy about getting portions of your body bronzed. You know what they say... it ain't bragging if it's true. Listen to Uncle Osama... run out right NOW and get that anus bronzed! GO!
by Osama at April 15, 2003 8:48 PM
For one thing, Ezy, you made a good decision by allowing yourself to have some 'fun'. ie)Moving towards Closure to the Steph Saga. It's possible you are both on the rebound, hence, the 'known each other for a long time feeling'. Not so sure how 'safe' it is to be hooking up with the ex of a heroin addict. And I still think you should give the Satan Lass another shot. Something about leaving your job and the Carribean to be with a Heroin Addict, something I dunno, in a odd way, not to be a buzzkill, because it's way too early, but I happen to think that you might find yourself being too 'good' of a person for her. Seriously. Too kindhearted and all. And don't let the 'warm' weather tease your cock into thinking it's 'love'.
by LOCKHEED at April 15, 2003 9:39 PM
Oh come on lockheed, give him a break.
I'd say act like if it was a girl you just met on the street and never knew before.
What the other guy did, why she left, what he used is none of your business and should not concern you.
If you like her and she likes you just let the situation flow as any new one.
"And don't let the 'warm' weather tease your cock into thinking it's 'love'."
Um, let the warm weather do its thing and nevermind such comments. :p
by necropethamenos at April 16, 2003 5:58 AM
this is bad:
girlfriend called and announced she's late.
by necropethamenos at April 16, 2003 6:02 AM
Um, President Bush, perhaps you would do well to remember that gun rights advocates are among your strongest, most loyal supporters. Supporting an extension of the unconstitutional and totally counterproductive ban on "assault weapons" would be a very, very stupid thing to do. Or, as Prof. Reynolds so succinctly put it:
Sounds like a good way to be a one-termer, to me.
Even if this statement was intended as a "trial balloon", it wasn't especially bright. 1) This position will not win you more votes than it will lose you. That's pretty much guaranteed. 2) Opposing the extension would not have cost you more votes than it would have secured. Also all but guaranteed. 3) You were going to be criticized on guns no matter what but now, should you reverse this position later, your Administration has given its detractors one more "inconsistency" over which to criticize you. For free.
Worst of all is the timing: Right before the NRA's annual convention - ensuring that it will be the hot topic of discussion among the most active and dedicated people you're stabbing in the back. Who thought that was a good idea?!? A quick and painless, 'that statement didn't mean what it said' retraction - now, while everyone else is distracted - is the best course left open by this nonsensical, poorly timed bit of nonsense. And not a very good one.
Of course, even if this position is reversed, you endangered some votes today from hard-core gun owners who will now see that you can't be trusted to protect their rights. That includes mine, Mr. President. I don't see much point in electing Republicans who can't be relied on to advance Republican policy. You've been great on national security and taxes, poor on government bloat and bureaucracy, and downright derelict with that veto pen. If this is how you are on the fundamental rights that we rely on Republicans to - at worst - not put in greater danger any more than they already were when the Democrats left office, we may as well elect Democrats and let them take the blame.
by http://www.meki.tk/ at April 16, 2003 7:36 AM
Hmmm... Was that last comment a non-sequitur or is it just me?
Ezy, I'm with Necro & JC... and maybe even Osama. I mean, anal bronzing is all the rage these days.
Let it flow, let yourself go, slow & low, that is the tempo... Sounds like maybe this is a nice guy AND a nice girl getting together for once.
Eek... Necro... good luck dude.
by Linz at April 16, 2003 8:43 AM
I didn't realize my post had such political ramifications MEKI. I think you're reading too much in to it.
Lock, he wasn't a heroin addict when she left the Caribbean to be with him. He dabbled, as many of us have, with lesser drugs and was lying to her about that. He just started this kick and it was more than she could take. Weed, a little coke here and there she was cool with but needles and all the bad shit that comes with it she couldn't take. She was tested for STDs as soon as she left and was clean so I'm not worried there. I can't fault her for wanting to believe in him. I've done the same. Also, the Satanic Princess was a pretty big letdown in the sack. That's part of the reason I haven't posted about it yet. Something more interesting happened.
JC, Osama, Necro and Linz, thanks guys for the support. She came over last night and stayed (no sex) and we just talked about fucking everything. It seems we have travelled a much similar path to get to where we are at this point. We also discussed how very strange the timing was. What I didn't know before is that she was going to call me about ten minutes before I got there and then didn't because she didn't want to involve me. Then I show up. Strange days have found us. By the way, I had my anus bronzed years ago. You could call me a pioneer ;-)
Sorry to hear about your girl Necro. That is some seriously scary shit. I have been through it also. My situation turned out to be stress related and not pregnancy. Go get a test and find out for sure. The not knowing will eat you alive man.
by Ezy at April 16, 2003 10:40 AM
I feel like shit already.
She got a test but it has to be done in the morning. Which means I'll stay terrified until then.
What is "anus bronzing"?
by necropethamenos at April 16, 2003 11:30 AM
Damn bro that sucks. I can still remember the anxiety and sinking feeling to this day. I'd say it's time for your girl and you to close ranks and support each other. Make plans for what you're going to do either way it turns out. Being proactive and talking things out sometimes helps more than inactivity. It'll still be scary but maybe bearable.
The bronzing is just a stupid guy thing that when you give a stellar performance in bed you should have your johnson bronzed for posterity's sake. You would want a penis like that around for future generations to enjoy. The bronzing of my anus is Osama alluding to me taking it in my ass, like a champ, for this girl as a joke.
It was a joke right Osama? Dude! You weren't outside my window were you?
by Ezy at April 16, 2003 11:46 AM
I think MEKI is a blog comment spammer bot. Sometimes I get random comments on my site that complement my writing style and then link to some odd site. I don't write anything on my site!
by MrBlank at April 16, 2003 12:14 PM
MEKI seems fired up though huh?
by Ezy at April 16, 2003 12:31 PM
I've talked about it with her in the past (as an "imagine if" possibility) and we agreed that abortion would be the right thing to do. We're both 24 and the money we make is not enough for a family!
Nor do I have any knowledge, responsibility or whatever needed to raise kids.
The truth is the whole thing freaks me out cause, ok, we won't have a fight about WHAT to do since we both think of the same solution BUT
a) she's gonna have to go through this and I really hate being the cause of such things and
b) our relationship will never be the same if something like that happens.
Anyway the worst part is waiting.
Thanks for the bronzing explanation :)
by necropethamenos at April 16, 2003 12:41 PM
Oh and about MEKI. If I understand correctly he is against banning weapons among civilians?
If that is the case then, well, I've heard strange things before but that surpasses them all!
by necropethamenos at April 16, 2003 12:45 PM
Necro, to be totally honest on your a) comment, it takes two to tango. While you may want to take full responsibility for this happening you both had to be there to make it so. I admire you wanting to take the responsibility though. More men than not don't want any of it. It will be a burden for both of you to carry.
On b) yes it will change your relationship. You just have to be totally supportive of her and never let the fact that you love her, if you do, go unshown. While this will be very traumatic for her you may even be able to strengthen your bond by going through this together and you being unwavering in your support of her. I do hope it turns out ok for you though.
by Ezy at April 16, 2003 1:01 PM
Yay Ezy! The beginnings are so much fun in those situations. I can remember when "Joseph" and I stayed up all night debating the merits of the NRA...
Sorry about the situation Necro! Ezy is right though-she needs your complete support. I had a friend that this happened to in college and I watched how supportive and loving her boyfriend was-I know that it made it much easier for her, even though it turned out that he wasn't "the one" several months later.
by Shannon at April 16, 2003 5:03 PM
I grew up in a drug-infested environment. Pot, coke, 'shrooms, speed, acid etc. But everyone I knew drew the line @ heroin. There's just something about all that desperation that is off-putting. And that pesky death via OD matter sucks too. She was right to leave him.
by Anna at April 16, 2003 6:25 PM
I hear you Anna. I sure as hell haven't been an angel. I'm still not, but there has to be a line you don't cross. You, also, can't have to take illegal substances to feel better. If you want to do a drug to enhance an experience so be it, but they should never be the only reason you feel like doing anything or your reason for treating people well. That's just fucked up.
by Ezy at April 17, 2003 9:56 AM